God loves you

after all this time drowning in regret and guilty......

God loves you today, kai

He gives you someone
yes, actually always that-one
since your first scandal until your last problem

and yeah
changed the way i look about myself
told that i'm good,
worth enough to get happiness
and deserve soooooo much better than this

and stop blaming yourself, kai!!!
you are fine
and doing fine
and doing right
and will be fine

whatever they talked about you,
they cant define the real you
they dont know you at all
they just talk bad and wrong about you
there's nothing wrong with you, kai

yes since my first scandal
until my last problem

and always stand on my side no matter what

thanks, dude.
thanks for boosting my self confidence.

maybe i just need someone who will stop me for creating my own monsters inside of me