May, 29th 2017

God just fulfill my wishes in my last post.

Thank you so much, my dear
For everything
Especially, for "home and family" features.

Nothing i could say more
I do love you so much

may, 23rd 2017

alone

maybe around 4 days ahead, ramadhan will coming. again

again as lonely-girl-in-rent house

i hope i can visit you, mom

i hope i can meet you, dad

i hope we can spend our fasting together, dear brother and sister.

idk how to showed my longing to my family, homesickness...in me...

i just cant even describe it yet.

too huge

too painful

too numb

and ramadhan will never felt as holy, as pure as it used to be, before.

several years ago.

.

.

but after all

God still blessed me

and i still get the chance to celebrate ramadhan

and this year, God gave me someone on my side :')

hope this year will be fine, God.

give me strength, God. greater than yesterday.

aamiin.

for truly, my life become brighter, straighter, clearer and finer.
thanks, to you