Monday, May 29, 2017

May, 29th 2017

God just fulfill my wishes in my last post.

Thank you so much, my dear
For everything
Especially, for "home and family" features.

Nothing i could say more
I do love you so much

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

may, 23rd 2017

alone

maybe around 4 days ahead, ramadhan will coming. again
again as lonely-girl-in-rent house

i hope i can visit you, mom
i hope i can meet you, dad
i hope we can spend our fasting together, dear brother and sister.

idk how to showed my longing to my family, homesickness...in me...
i just cant even describe it yet.
too huge
too painful
too numb

and ramadhan will never felt as holy, as pure as it used to be, before.
several years ago.
.
.
but after all
God still blessed me
and i still get the chance to celebrate ramadhan
and this year, God gave me someone on my side :')

hope this year will be fine, God.
give me strength, God. greater than yesterday.
aamiin.

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

for truly, my life become brighter, straighter, clearer and finer.
thanks, to you