Tuesday, May 23, 2017

may, 23rd 2017

alone

maybe around 4 days ahead, ramadhan will coming. again
again as lonely-girl-in-rent house

i hope i can visit you, mom
i hope i can meet you, dad
i hope we can spend our fasting together, dear brother and sister.

idk how to showed my longing to my family, homesickness...in me...
i just cant even describe it yet.
too huge
too painful
too numb

and ramadhan will never felt as holy, as pure as it used to be, before.
several years ago.
.
.
but after all
God still blessed me
and i still get the chance to celebrate ramadhan
and this year, God gave me someone on my side :')

hope this year will be fine, God.
give me strength, God. greater than yesterday.
aamiin.

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