comfort zone

He may beg for your attention now

He may adore you

But you never look him with your eyes

Just because you still love someone else

Then when he’s already tired to try

You can’t force him to stay

... If you don’t give him the opportunity

Just because you still love someone else

And when he walks away..

That’s his choice

Even when you start to feel something different about him

Even when sometimes you think him

And if

Someday

you realize you need him more than anyone

That’s the risk you should take, kai

You start to miss him

Stupid brain, fool heart

They already decide, now

They should feel and think about the pain

Someday, maybe you will hear me singing.

‘Cause if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me.

And your heart start to wonder where on this earth i could be

Thinking maybe you come back into the place that we meet

And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I’m not moving

not a liar, just dishonest.

I can’t understand your attitude

You shout your mind outside

but you are defending

you do your effort in silent
but you never tell me the truth

It’s like stabbing me

And act fine to me 

You

I don’t hate the fact of mirror feeling inside us

I don't blame you if you want to steal the sight, too

That's your right

But

I don’t like

When you play

Not in front of me.

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I hate the fact I changed my perspective about you
just because this matter.

hah, stupid heart

Dan yang disesali kalo kamu makan pas posisi lagi laper banget
Itu
Adalah

Cepet kenyang

Dan cepet laper lagi

Dan
Pas makan cepet kenyang lagi

Jadi makannya dikit

Jadi gak gendut gendut :(

Don't blame my overthink ability, blame The Imitation Game which makes me analyze something too deep

You may agreed
You can think properly and feel finely
We use our brain to think
We use our heart to feel

And in some random condition
Just like, love
Heart may takes much part in our daily living
We feel too much
We lost our mind

And sometimes when you should think clearly

When you feel so wrong to use more feeling than well thinking
You will use your brain
You will decrease your ability to feel
You will make sure everything will be alright 

and you realize your heart has done something wrong before
You will think your brain wins
And you wont feel anything, again.

But
Do you ever realize
Heart will do its function
As the command from the brain

You feel happy, you feel sad.
It’s based on your brain

So, i still haven’t sure my brain is really did his job great, yet

It may be start being rational from now
Or,

Just wait until the brain do its order to heart, again.

I hate to realize

I still down in other people's happiness
In many aspects.

When will my time come?