I need to find a new ace card

They take all of me
I have nothing left.
To hide
To hang

My own feelings

It hurts nobody but me.

Please
Be realistic, foolish heart!

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Maka kamu akan melihat dia yg sesungguhnya.

4am

Could i just close my eyes without wondering you?

Could i stop wishing you will be fully mine?

Yes
Yes i should make distance with you

But
No
No i really hate people who talk bad about you :(

I never change my goal to you

I just change my plan.

May 14.

Even maybe you never read this.

I just want you to know

I hate the way you're thinking

How dare you blame my feelings
While i'm trying to act like usual when people judge me everytime I'm with you
While I'm afraid to hurt you so i did everything that makes you happy.
While i'm trying to stop my mind from thinking negative

Because i know
you've done so much for me.

But you stay in the green area
While I'm in danger

People will never see you but me
People will never judge you but me
She never hate you but me

But you never understand.

And how dare you
To blame my feeling

Which already grows into you.

Dear trouble maker.

It's 3am
And i think about you
And everything about you start being hurt
And it means i start loving you.

Happy
Me.

cramp.

You don’t always have to pretend to be strong.

There’s no need to prove all the time that everything is going well. You shouldn’t be concerned about what other people are thinking. Cry if you need to. It’s good to cry out all your tears (because only then will you be able to smile again).

Who makes matter?

Yes, me.

Drowning in someone’s feeling

..with million trouble behind.

Who makes matter?

Yes, me

(maybe) ignoring someone who loves me so much.

Who makes matter?

Yes, me

Feeling guilty when i can't give happiness to the one who gives me much.

Who makes matter?

Yes, me.

Regret and hesitate all of the things i’ve done.