Randomly Sick

this is October
what will happen in this October?

Night will always come.
maybe, night will come.
because sometimes i'm just too tired to do anything, and take rest earlier
night will pass and sun comes out.
night goes by without any goodbye. it promises to come again.
need a long time to spend a night?

but today is October
end of year, means rain.
night will come, but it rains.
and rain will ask thunder to go out. isn't it?
thunder will disturb my sleep at night. wake me up.

i'm too excited.
look outside the window. With the big smile on m face
but actually play with raindrop......thunder.......at night?!
Sick.
ask for any comfortable moments with them?
totally sick.

i don't know what is' umbrella'.
should i use umbrella? should i throw away my umbrella?
i don't decide to use raincoat.
i don't know either happiness or sadness.
i don't know what should i do what should i see what should i  hear what should i feel.
get wet. cold. disamber petir. fool.

and brain will shouts
you can run and go inside the building, kai.
or just go to your bed and sleep.
what are you doing?!
don't blame anybody if someday you have another soundtrack of life.
It Will Rain.
#brunomars'birthdayedition
should i stay in my room, and just wait until... sun comes and shines my day?

....and suddenly, get randomly confuse with my own words. HAHA too much talk. too much think and too hyperbolic.
okay. back to reality, back to IT